im quite glad. I'm really mentally on track. I've been training super hard and studying equally hard. I have been giving myself like no leisure time. just train, study and rest.

I need to get faster!

haha well I probably should let some stuff out. No its not like emotional or whatever, it is simply, I'm tired.

But I will endure. All the waking up real early everyday, doing lumos in school, studying hard in school, keeping ahead of lectures, training after school, doing HW at home, then you have all the mental prep and all. It gets tiring. 

But I quote nick from 75. If you finish a training and you don't feel tired, then something is bloody wrong with what you have been doing.

The stronger the pressure, the better the diamond.