screw up. everywhere.
this happens everything. when you think something just cannot get worse. it did.
like when i thought math was a disaster, i thought wrong.

and now im spinning. where is the north again?
is it in the direction of half a year ago? or in the corner of half a year later?
where is the chance to hold on to the one i just want to hold?

and so you trip and fall on your face. someone offers you a hand to pick you up. you stand up and knock into the wall on the side. bam, im back on the floor, back under the floor. six feet under to be exact.

it's like 2 years ago just less. its like 4 years ago or a little bit more. its like a jump into the future but a little bit hopeful. its like a stun now just a little painful.

owww

thank god for music.