great, i'm really happy today. first off, not only was I with the front pack of joyriders today, i wasnt feeling tired. Not something which happens often. I have really improved a lot. I saw the pack getting smaller and smaller as the pace was pretty fast till it trickled down to about 10 people by the time we were at SBG. I'm so glad I am there haha. Next time, I will be out front ^.^ And just 4 weeks ago, I got dropped like some stupid dog...

AND I AM REALLY PLEASED WITH MYSELF. While everyone is whining and complaining about studies and all, I'm actually quite glad to be studying (maybe cos I didnt do much studying do mugging is like a new concept to me) but whatever, I'm so grateful to have the luxury to sit down with a nice coffee and and learn whatever I can absorb. It's really great. My lifestyle now is nicely balanced. Monday is a study day, Tues night I reward myself by going down for a really hard training. Wed and thur are study days. Fri is get-together with team over squash and other games. Sat is study or chill around. Sunday I go for a morning ride with joyriders and tuition and study :D If only if I can be more efficient. I have been easily distracted. What the hell happened to strict discipline. Am I so weak that I can't even reject simple distractions like using com or daydreaming? I better prove myself.