today was a great day that turned out not too great...

so it started with a training which i did pretty well in. i realised my speed is somewhat there and with training, i can go really fast :D

and then ______________this blanks shall not be filled yet________________

and came the news which i got unhappy about. mrram wants to scold the team cos we had a CNY gathering. he says that we will lose the championship cos of this. to be honest, i don't see the logic. i mean its CNY so what's so wrong about going to someone's hse to bainian. i dont see the link btwn celebrating a festive season and aiming for a championship. yar i know it kinda distracts us and all but then, we are humans too. we need some play we need some rest. we cant be doing visualisation every second can we? it's good to be really focused but being angry with us for meeting up one afternoon during new year is a bit too much i think. i am super eager and motivated to win the championship but if from today onwards i dont talk to any friend and just focus, would that be intellgent?

i know i am supposed to take such scolding positively but sometimes it gets really hard. i know it is not good to play too much and hence lose focus, but during chinese new year? we trained through the 1st,2nd and 3rd day of CNY and now we get scolded cos we took time out of training to meet up.

i will try my best to take it positively but i am no sage. i will need time to get myself to calm down. (sigh, if we didnt get scolded, i am really sure i would be very focused now. but now, i am disturbed by mrram's anger and im losing focus cos of that. what an irony...)

by this time tmr, i shall be positive.